RULE #1
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2
Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
-Yes. Who don't?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy older than you?
-Yups. I prefer mature guys.

3.Do you enjoy going to sch?
-Definitely yes. I missed Secondary school days with those crazy people (:


4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-Buy houses, Buy cars, Set up business, Tour around the world, Get out of Singapore.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Depends on my feelings towards that whosoever.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

7. List out 5 things you like to do

EARN MONEY
Spend each day with baby.
Go crazy with Emily & Co.
Watching serials
Play thrilling rides.


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Snatch him ? only psycho people does that. RIGHT JAC?
-Love cannot be forced.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
-Yes!! Many many. I lazy to list out.


10. What makes you angry?
-Being backstabbed, Arguing with unreasonable people, People with attitude problem, etc.


11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
-I don't wanna think. Life is full of mystery.


12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Siulong, Family, Emily & Girlfriends


13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
Money, Love ones (includes family, boyfriend & girlfriends) , Career, Health, Wisdom.


14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Damn! Can I don't choose?

15. What is your favourite colour?
Red, white, pink, black.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Haha! In what way?

17. What is the thing you want to achieve most?
My career, studies, get rid 7 kg.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Nah. If you forgive & won't forget, what the different?

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I love you & we shall work hard for our future. Earn many money & get married.

20. 5 people I have tagged

A) Emily chew
B) Jia Yin
C) Xin Mei
D) Jacqualine
E) whoever

Love, Sarah

Was kinda bored now.

ohwell, let me blog about what happened today.
Got up around 645am.
After preparing, I head out at around 7.25am.
Cabbed over to Si Ling Sec.
I wanted to take the bus, but.....
My lovely boyfriend don't allow me to take the bus.
He didn't want me to fight with the crowds, etc.
So he sponsored my cab fare. It was $6.80. Darn.
Peak hour surcharge. I should ask my dad to change his job to taxi driver.
Since his driving skills are superb!
So when I got out of the taxi, bumped into Song Ting.
Ambled towards the school ladies then waited for Yi Ling.

Mr Yap, My Ex Sec school P.E teacher was super nice.
He was the invigilator for the school.
And I was kinda touched, because he never fail to wish me good luck for each paper.
After paper, Walked out with Joey & took bus to interchange.
Joey was super funny.
Finally, all the main papers are down.

Yeah, I'm so over-the-moon now.
Slept over at boyfriend place from 12.45pm to 6.45 pm.
Baby was super pig.
He told me that after I fallen asleep, he will do his stuffs.
Guess what? I woke up at 3pm, he was also soundly asleep.
Then i nudged him up, and i went back to sleep.
6.45pm woke up & nudged him again.
I slept really well in his cozy King Sized bed.

Then, watched channel 8, 7pm serial, with his family.
Had dinner over his place as well.
I like aunty (baby's mum), she's a nice mother & a great cook.
Gotta pick up some cooking skills from her.

That's all for today.
Have a good night.

Love, Sarah

This shall be a short post.
Physics paper was good.
And i just realized i did one silly mistake.
But, am quite contented.
Because I didn't have much difficulties.
hopefully, a B3 for Science (:
haha, So looking forward to tomorrow.
I've planned what to do for the weekends.

Thursday: Accompany boyfriend
Friday: Accompany boyfriend.
Saturday: work!! (FINALLY, CAN CHIONG SERIALS)
Sunday: Meeting the foursome for seafood.

Bye.

Love, Sarah

Baby & I have been together for 15 months & 13 days / 531 days.
Beginning, I thought this relationship isn't going to work out.
As days goes by, it was truly proven that I'm wrong.
haha. I love him to bits.
I think, he loves me more than I love him. Right Baby?
We are going to work hard for our future.

Baby bought another terrapin two days back.
Initially, The Lim's Family had three terrapins.
But, two died :(
Luckily, the last one survived.(Which was our terrapin <3)
I was quite angry & sad because the two died.
Zuyao (Baby's younger brother), was looking after of them.
But when his interest dies off, the poor little terrapins suffered. Sigh!
Then baby was infuriated.
And he decided to look after the last terrapin.
The first terrapin was zuyao's, second was zuxian's & third was ours (baby & I).
Haha, took some pictures of them while I was feeding them!
Seriously, they are great eaters.
I just have to shake the food in the container & they will IMMEDIATELY swim over.
Super cute.. I love active terrapins (:
Alright, gtg. Physics paper tmr.











Love, Sarah

It's been a while since i last blogged about Games.
Earlier on, played Msn game: "Solitaire Showdown", with Emily.
So guess what? Ownage! (pictures below)

People, any games to intro me? hahaha.
Such a pity that I forgetten my O2 Jam password :(((
Sigh, my level quite high!
Those days I chiong like crazy.
After O2-Jam, I got addicted to Audition.
Again, I forgotten my passwordddds :(
I played Maple too. But, it was way longgggg back.
Damn, PASSWORDs ALL GONE LA!
I don't wanna start from scratch.
ROAR..

Labels: online games

Love, Sarah

I think I understand how Jiayin feels when she said she couldn't stand people who thinks too highly of him/herself.
Whatever it is, I couldn't be bothered.
And I don't even know why am i blogging when i said i couldn't be bothered.

Maths paper 1 down.
So I'm left with Physics, Maths 2 & MCQ.

Emily, being an ass, sms me in the morning at 4.42am.
"WAKE UP GO PEE!"
Too bad, she didn't managed to wake me up.
Not because I'm sleeping like a dead log but my phone was charging.
Emily, Try harder next time! :P
Or maybe I should sms her every night instead?

Friends come and go.

Love, Sarah

Haha, it's 11.09am.
I can't believe I'm blogging so early.
I gt up around 6.15am.
Then while showering, Dad woke up.
And he thought it's raining {hahahaha}
Then he keeps insisting that i should drink a hot milo.
I kept saying nooooo.
In the end, he made for himself & ask me to drink a few sips.
Then mum got up. ahaha. all early bird today.

Emily came over to pick me up to Causeway.
Causeway Mac wasn't open for business at 7am.
Oh ya, it was drizzling.
And we ambled over to Civic Centre.
Bought 2 sets of Egg Mc muffin STUDENT deal.
Aha! Student is always the best.
Took bus 903 to Siling Sec.
Then we sat opposite to eat.
While drinking Ice-Milo, I remembered those school days routine.
I was telling Emily that last time every Thursday when I stepped in class, I will have Mcdonalds breakfast placed under my desk.
Before I could finish my sentence, she went "I know, I KNOW!!! BENJAMIN BOUGHT DE!"
Haha, that's why i hardly pontang on Thursdays.
Not because of free breakfast but school starts at 9am instead of 7.45am.
Even it's 9am, I'll still be late la! {needless to say}
Also, we have amaths on Thursdays.
I was asking Emily, why is it that she always have to sleep during Amaths lessons?
She was laughing and telling me that the lessons are always boring.
Seriously lur, Ying Hong can be witness.
Because she was sitting beside me, and Jolene sitting behind us & Emily behind Jolene.
Jolene dropped Amaths & her table is ALWAYS MESSY.
Whenever we wanna do groupwork, Yinghong & I will turn back.
And we have to wake Emily up -.-
-Back to Mcdonald breakfast.
I always have to be careful when i'm eating.
As you know, "NO EATING IN CLASS"
But i think whatever rules in class 4E3 are nothing.
I think if i continue blogging about Mcdonald i will be hungry. LOL, not funny.
Emily will always bring her overnight fried rice to class + many plastic spoons.
Then, she will ask Jolene, Ying hong & me to eat.
LOL.. When we say NO, she will force us. SCARY.
Haha, Jolene will buy all sorts of chips & sweets.
What about Ying Hong & me? We just have to eat. LOL.
And smuggle drinks + siew mai + packet miloc+ ikan bilis etc etc.
Omg, I can't stop laughing now.
Siu long thinks i'm mad. cause i kept smiling to myself when i blog.

I MISS SCHOOL DAYS :(

-continue later

Love, Sarah

Having Maths paper tmr.
Furthermore, it's morning paper.
And I'm wide awake, don't even feel like sleeping!

Meeting Emily in the morning for breakfast (:
She's sooooooooooooo n-i-c-e.
But I think she gonna PON school again.
damn her right?

Slept pretty late yesterday.
Went over his place yesterday.
I was doing my stuffs, using his com.
And he came in to the room at 5.45pm.
Then he says, "nudge me up at 6pm"
So I'm being nice to let him sleep till 6.10pm.
Guess what? I watch him sleep, then i played with the terrapin.
& I dozed off too!! Till 11+ I got up and shook him up.
then we went out to kitchen to eat dinner (or supper?)
after that we walked home.
I just love the feeling of walking home with him.
Super sweeeeettttttttt !
And scenes of our past flashes back -xoxo

alright, I shall tuck in soon!
all the best to those who's taking maths.

Love, Sarah

baby, happy 526 days in advance.
just 18 more minutes.
feeling quite giddy now!
shukur`twiny called me on msn.
had a bad time connecting my headphone + mic.
introduced viwawa to him.
and after introduced, i was telling him "eh, don't get addicted. your maths paper more important"
he replied, "okay, i'm getting addicted already" -.-

have been applying the cuticle + nail oil for these few days.
my nails indeed growing at a faster rate.
or is it just my presumption?
I feel so feminine with long nails.
okay. all the best to yinghong for geog paper (:
nights.

Love, Sarah

Something you guys can take a rest for a minute to read this article.
CLICK HERE


I just got home not long.
Met jiayin for dinner after English paper.
We had dinner at Ichiban.
Been a long time since i dine at there.
And we walk around causeway after dinner.
heh. Dinner was great!
Chang Hong came over to meet us.

Baby's celebration was postponed (:
He's being an owl for the past few nights.
Ain't sure why he's such a pig.
So, seeing him so tired, i didn't want to tire him by asking him to fetch me home.
Walked back with jiayin & chang hong.
we slacked at RC.
30 minutes later, Emily arrived.
Emily was speaking SUPER loudly.
Which i feel rather awkward because few juniors was seating not far away from us.
With Emily speaking extremely loud, I keep shh-ing her!
She's irritating! haha. but entertaining la.
then we took some pictures.
damn, i'm lazy to upload. {always lazy... i know!}
am super happy! my nails are getting longer.
So so so! I can do manicure!!! hehehe.
Yeah!!! I can access to MOBTV, thanks to jiayin <3
So, I can watch my crime buster x2.
I think due to my exams, i didn't work for like nearly three weeks.
That's why I'm missing serials.
Therefore, I'm stuck on local productions.
I'm lazy to download online for TVB serials.
Because, it kinda sucks..
after blogging, I gonna apply some nail essence on my nails.
wakakaka.
finally English paper is over (;
am damn freaking happy.
Next shall be maths & physics then MCQ.

goodluck <3

Love, Sarah

HAPPY 18th BIRD-DAY BABY!
your girlfriend love you. hahehah.
MUACKS.

& Zuxian, Sandra too (:

Love, Sarah

My fingers like super itchy, Tomorrow's paper @ 230pm.
I'm prepared~ finally, all revision done for chem!
Before i turned in later I gonna read the textbook like storybook.

Just now, I told baby that I feel like eating MAC tmr!
ahaha! guess what?
He says he gonna buy for me! I love him <3
Baby's birthday is tomorrow!!
hahah! he gonna be 18!!!!
today shall be the last day that both of us are 17 years old.
how i wished that time will pause at this moment.

English paper on Tuesday.
Meeting Jia Yin for Dinner that day.
Tomorrow meeting Ying Hong to school (:
well, all the best to those taking chem & subsequent papers.

alright, i shall go read my "storybook"
oh ya, while surfing the forums I know this new friend.
And he's investing some investments.
seriously, it looks fun eh.
he freaking earns like going 2 k.
maybe i should try, but not now.

Apart for my chem paper, I wish nothing will happen to P____'s CC tmr (:

Love, Sarah

Watch this!



It's so good to wake up and no one is at home & you can do whatever you like, no?
A BIG NOOOOOOOO FOR ME!
I'm effing bored & mighty boy is not at home.
{wait, who's mighty boy?} oh, it's my boyfriend (:
New nickname for him. I think he's got tons of nicknames.
I shall blog all his nicknames out next time.

Am left with organic chemistry to read through.
I'm listening to 冲动 by Elva.





Alright, I'm hungry.
Feel like cooking, hahahah!!!
Baby gonna knock off soon.
So, I should whip up some edible food.
I shall give him a surprise <3

P/s: Baby is also my boyfriend!

Hope you enjoy the videos.

Love, Sarah

I ain't sure whether you people did read the forum in sgforums.
I came upon this article, written by some unknown people.
Feel like sharing in my blog (:
I bet EMILY sure love it!

If you're bored then read. cause it's very long.


This incident was happened many years ago on a public holiday that fall on a
Sunday in 1998. I was then sleeping tastefully and was suddenly disturbed by
a phone called from the ki tong 乩童 ( medium ) of my temple. I was told to
rush down to our temple for an urgent session. I knew only later that it was
because of a spirit that has possessed on a young lady and a deity dee ya
pek 二爷伯 ( hell deity ) was appointed to take the job. By the time i reached
the temple at about 11am, i saw a young lady already sitting inside our
temple just beside our 'yim tua' altar ( altar setup with hell deities statues ). i
walked near to her and hurriedly setup the altar for preparation to invite the
deity dee ya pek. That was my virgin experienced coming so closely with a
human body that is now possess with a spirit inside her. And it was still inside
her. My feeling then was very tense. She keep staring at me becos i was just
standing beside her. she looked lost but calm and could be wondering what
are we trying to do to her. I presume 'she' was not a Taoist.

Half an hour later, everything are ready now to invite our guest-of-honour
mr. dee ya pek. Except that we don't have a red carpet for him. Well, the
dee ya pek came pretty fast and fury even before we finish chanting our jiu
咒. This is very unusual. Anyway, just to add, that lady was even enjoying
and swinging her arms like those ku tai 古代 ancient time dancer performing
singing for the emperor while we were playing our chanting (jiu) during the
invitation. As i said before, maybe 'she' was really not a Taoist and has not
seen a dee ya pek before. Or maybe she thought that we are there to invite
her for a buffet lunch. We dressed him ( dee ya pek ) up as usual and make
sure he is served with a cup of hot chinese tea before he proceed. A very
fiece loud BANG! was the next thing i heard while putting back the tea cup.
It was dee ya pek whom slammed his palm hard onto his working desk, really
very hard. He then pointing one finger into the face of that possessed lady
and asked her "what are you trying to do 你在搞什麽???!!!!" very fiercely in
hokkien.

I can see that she looked anxious, helpless and was at a shocking stage
now. Why did i say this is because she was behaving less concerned before
the appearance of dee ya pek. Now, i can read through her impression shown
on her face that she indeed seeing something, she must have saw something
that we human around cannot be seen through our naked eyes now. She
must have saw the spirit of our deity dee ya pek which is now possessed on
our ki tong ( medium ). If you are a Taoist, you should know that dee ya pek
is a deity ( hell constable ) with boiling hot temper and is very impatient as
far as talking to an irresponsible wandering spirit is concerned. So, dee ya
pek is expecting for a lightning speed answer from every single question he is
going to throw on her. But, that possessed lady or should i says the spirit
was seem to be testing the patience of dee ya pek. She was keeping numb
or maybe too shocking to answer that she doesn't utter a word to his first
angryful question. Dee ya pek is furious by now, he was hot, so hot that i
think he could simply boil a raw egg on his palm. He gave a stern and firm
warning to the possessed lady with a finger pointing right at her face angrily.
He said " You better tell me the truth without delay, if not, i will not hesitate
to issue a spell on you and i will make sure you would not be reincarnation 永
不超身 anymore!" ( this remarks has been clearly engraved in my mind ) This
time, she speak softly to dee ya pek, "是她们先来找我的!" ( " I was disturbed
by them first " ) Dee ya pek asked again "where is the place happened??" And
this time, she keep numb again. Dee ya pek sibey furious liao. Obviously, he
lost his cool by now. Before i could read what he wanted, dee ya pek pulled a
paper fu out from a stack of paper talisma on his altar with his left arm, drew
a blush with his right arm at the speed of lighning, put some strokes of
blushes with spell on the paper fu - talisma, asked for fire to be ignited onto
the paper fu - talisma, the next thing is...SLAMMED the burning paper fu right
on the forehead of the possessed lady! i guess no nonsense is the moto for
dee ya pek. And need not for me to comment, he is not a good negotiator.
haha

The young lady sitting on the chair knocked out immediately. Motionless like
those sleeping beauty in the cartoon. I tell u, i saw smoke came out from her
nose the moment the dee ya pek slammed onto her forehead. I sweared! It
was really very amazing to see that. On the other hand, i felt very sorry for
that spirit. But we have no other choice, spirit and human are like beer and
driving, they can't mix together. Remember the possessed lady knocked out
on the chair? Yes, dont forget her, she is the super star of the story. We
hurriedly used a cleansed water, spelled it and slammed on her forehead
again to wake her up. It was exactly like those we did to the ki tong after a
session. She is awake now and she doesn't know how she came to the
temple. She sobbed, looked pale and sleepless. All she knew was that she
heard some voices talking to her last night and she could sensed something
was following her home after she and a group of friends went for a
midnite 'shopping' spree at the Old Changi Hospital. ( for the benefit of the
foreigner, old changi hospital is an abandon old hospital used during the
WWII. It is a haunted place now after it has been swifted the whole
operation to another newly built hospital.)

Hey, don't pay too much attention to the lady super star leh! remember our
male super star dee ya pek? He was still sitting on his dragon chair while we
were trying to revive the lady. Well, after the lady was brought back to a
stable condition, dee ya pek start to question her of the whole incident. wat
happened last night was......... a group of young punks suggested to visit
the haunted houses in Changi area. Later that morning, they came to this
very scary place called Old Changi Hospital. They decided to explore the
place since their motive that night was to see ghost 见鬼! These group of
kids obviously doesn't know the height of sky, thickness of the ground
started to walk into the hospital through the old and unlocked corridor. The
sky was dark but they could still managed to find their way through with the
help of the full moon that morning. However, the further they walked in and
the longer they would spent inside the eerie hospital, the feeling and
atmosphere then was getting more tensed and scary. Suddenly, one of a girl
in the group suggested to leave the place as soon as possible because she
started to hear voices talking to her. She heard a woman voice complaining
that they are very noisy. WWhammm! The rest of the girls there got more
tensed and excited after they heard what she claimed she heard. One after
another siao cha boh start screaming and running around for the exit like a
group of mad dogs inside the building. Well, no one could take this kind of
disturbance from tranpasser even for the spirits. Unfortunately, the super
star of our story lost one of her shoe while dashing out of the building. The
atmosphere then was so tensed that losing a shoe is less important to her
now. Eventually, she also threw away her another left over shoe while she
was outside the building since it was useless for now because she is going up
to a friend's car heading for her home.

They didn't suspect anything unusual after the trip since everyone were still
up and walking in one piece. Little did they know that someone in the group
has been targeted by a spirit and was now following her home since her luck
was not as good at this point of moment. Walking with bare footed, she
walked into the lift. She heard strange voices talking to her but tireness has
over power her fear. She didn't bother much and continue to walk straight to
her bed after closing the main door behind her. Nothing was more important
than a sweet drooling dream for her now. It was only in the next morning,
which was a Sunday morning that changed her from an ordinary person to an
extra ordinary woman. Her elder sister spotted her with a face that doesn't
look like her. Meaning, she is not herself and she is possessed! Her elder
sister whom is a friend of my temple ki tong, quickly rang up for him and
asked him to go over to her home to check on her sister right away. Just
when the ki tong was at the foot of the lift landing outside her home, her
possessed sister says this to her " 你叫人来抓我?" ( '' Are you getting someone
here for me?" ) She said this even before she saw the ki tong, she said this
because the spirit could sensed that someone who has super natural power is
coming after her, is closing to her. Just when her elder sister was about to
dash out of the home for fear, my temple ki tong appeared infront of her like
a hero for now. The ki tong has a pair of yin yang eyes 阴阳眼 as such, he
was sure that a lady spirit is now possessing on her sister's body. Not to give
any chances to the spirit, my ki tong quickly locked her wrist to avoid the
spirit from escaping from the body and pulled her straight to our temple for
justics. ( a fresh spirit can escape from punishment by getting out of the
victim body thus we are taught by our deity a way to lock the spirit from
running away )


Now, come back to our temple. We were told to re-visit the hospital to
recover her lost shoes. That is important as far as dee ya pek is concerned
because part of her soul is now trapped inside the building. It have to be
retrieved soon. If not, her life will be threatened. Part of the reason for her
lost soul was because of her personal belonging still left behind in the
building. She have to go with us because it is impossible to find her shoe
without knowing the path they went through last night. So, to prevent the
spirit from possessing back onto her body again since she is weaked by now
and dee ya pek would not be going with us, dee ya pek gave her a gold chain
with spelled that could temporary fence off any evil spirit that might eyeing
on her. U know what, the simple gold chain looked light in weight but was like
very heavy for her because her body was extremely weaked with her
incomplete soul now . We were told to leave the hospital before sunset and
must re-invite dee ya pek to our temple to report our discovery soon after.


We went there in a group of about 7 person in 2 cars. Upon arriving the
scene, the super star spotted the lady spirit standing inside the building
staring at her from a distance. Base on what the super star description of her
was, she was wearing all red. Yes, all red and look fiece! We walked into the
building, going through the path she been this morning slowly to look out for
her shoe. She tried hard to figure out the exact path because it was too dark
to see where she was heading last night. All i know was we went through
rooms of hospital ward, We saw beer bottles on the ground, old newspaper
and even tissue and condom. Spirit dont use condom lah, so must be some
poor chaps performing live for the wandered spirits for FREE lah. Well, we
walked through a place seem like a montuary and many other. The most
weird thing when we were there was, even the weather outside seem to be
hot and the sky was sunny at the time of 3pm, the wind that blew on us was
cooling. can u imaging the extend of 'dirty' the place was??


Anyway, we couldn't find any shoe inside the building except the one she left
outside in the carpark. Nothing we can do by now because the sky is getting
darker and we have to leave the place for the safety of the super star. We
quickly went back to the temple and re-invite our dee ya pek to seek for his
further instruction. According to dee ya pek, a small percentage of the super
star soul is still trapped inside the building. It is very critical and it can be
relieved only from there since the other lost shoe cannot be found.
Therefore, getting back a shoe was not good enough to recover her lost
soul. And it cannot be delayed. So, the final decision now was to go back to
the scene again and perform a session to recover back her soul from the
building. hmmm...very interesting!


We scheduled to move out from temple by 8pm, setup the altar there by 9
pm, and re-invite mr. dee ya pek by 10pm. Tonight the sky was very dark, no
star and no moon can be seen. Maybe the heaven is off on sunday or maybe
the heaven is 'mo nun tai' 没眼看 (cantonese). Anyway, we decided to settle
down on an opened area, the area seem to look like an ex-pick-up point to
me. We decided to position the altar infront of a medium height tall building,
guessed it should be the main entrance to the hospital then. We could only
made use of our vehicles head-lights to brighten up the area for us to do the
setting up of the altar temporarily. Small laughter from the teasers were
heard among helpers. The place was extremely dark and quiet. Dark and quiet
are match best to the spirits to stay inside the building. A few of our temple's
helpers' has a pair of 阴阳眼, they could see spirits once awhile. and what
they saw inside the building that night while we were setting up the altar
was plenty of wandering spirits sticking their head out of the building window
on each of every floor to check and see what are we up to. They might be
wondering whether are we from a catering company and were there to setup
a cocktail dinner for them. haha

Our altar is now set and is ready to invite our guest-of-honour and this time, lian hua san tai zhi 连 三太子 is also coming. As usual, we sang the jiu and
invite the deities. the spirits above inside the building dispersed like a thin
smoke in the air just when dee ya pek possessed onto our ki tong. Maybe
they saw something we don't. After the arrival of lian hua, we were
instructed to walk into the building one by one closed to each other with dee
ya pek and the super star and her parents in-front, san tai zi covered the
rear. We walked slowly step by step with only 3 small torch lights among 18
persons. i don't feel as eerie as i felt during the day, i felt the temperature
now was rather warmer than during the day. It could be because the spirits
has since run away for now with the help of 2 deities appearance.


We finally stopped at a foot of a staircase landing. The lost soul of the super
star was spotted there. Her father was instructed to knee on the floor with
joss sticks on hand and plead the spirits for mercy to forgive his daughter.
He was instructed to say " my daughter is young and she is ignorance, pls
forgive her for what she had done". Loudly and sincerely. I think that was the
moment she feel Fatherly love. After which, her father were told to call out
her daughter's name and asked the soul of her daughter to follow him home.
It was like " jing jing, come, follow daddy go home". Keep repeating the same
sentense from the staircase we spot the soul all the way to the altar outside
the building. While outside the building, dee ya pek took over the urn with
joss sticks from her father, spelled it, burned a paper fu onto a cup of plain
water and instructed the super star to drink it. I tell u, after she finished
drinking it, she look more lively and she does not looked as sick as before.
Remember the gold chain on her neck? she was complaining that it was
heavy but was now forgotten about it because she felt stronger now. We
burned some incense papers to the wandering spirits to act as a respect to
them and hurriedly left the place with a mission accompliced.

Love, Sarah

The feeling was yucky.
How do you feel when you needed help badly, and no one wants to help you?
Don't you find that this bunch of people are just fucking selfish?
This society is full of selfish people.
So........ bottom line is, don't trust easily.

It somehow hits me badly when I encounter these kind of people.
can you people just fuck-off and die?

I'm getting sick of my blogskin.
And I wanna change it badly.

Love, Sarah

Was chatting with xinmei earlier on.
Feeling kinda sad while talking to her.
My heart actually break when I hear her controlling her emotions.
Love is selfish. no?
damn, I beginning to dislike him.

I think I should stop hating people.
Which I think there's only a few in my hate lists.
It's vanishing soon.........
Learn to love.

Hahaha, I know, it don't sound like me.
whatever -.-
I had a good sleep last night.
After applying some medical ointment before bed,
and it's really effective.
(or maybe am i too pig?)

I got up relatively on time.
Washed up, prepared & off to meet ying hong.
Had Mac for breakfast then headed to siling.
And the best thing was......
BUMPED INTO MR. TAN TECK SIN. (My best form teacher in my sec sch)
Haha, he's being ultra nice.
keep wanting to treat us drinks.
But we didn't want to.
cause we're very FULL.
Thanks uh, Mr. Tan.

After that, Emily was already waiting for me.
She ran out of school again. (countless of times)
Either is Faci attitude or groupmates suck.
SAY STANDARD~
Wanted to head over to SAKURA.
Ended up at Seoul garden instead.
Don't ask me why.. Ask Emily.
I got home super early.
around 5+ pm.

kkays. I wanna read my chemistry (:
bye loves.

Love, Sarah

I couldn't sleep, thanks to the abalone i ate earlier on.
Mum gave me drink this soup and i ate the chewy chewy thing.
I don't like the taste so i asked mum what was that.
She replied, "abalone".
Damn, I already swallowed it.

I vomited out the food i had for dinner over baby's place.
it's super uncomfortable.
Even till now, I'm feeling superrrrrrrrrr irritated.

I'm sensitive to abalone since CNY.
Damn, I still remember how badly i puked during CNY'08.
Grossssssss!!!

Meeting Yinghong later around 9.15-9.30am.
We gonna meetup for MAC (:
It's been decades since we last met for breakfast.
Alright. I shall turn in early (i hope).

All the best (:

Love, Sarah

Happy 17 months baby!
We've been through so much of ________.
Too many words whirling around in my mind and i would much prefer that you fill in the blanks yourself.
Thanks for being such a wonderful boyfriend.
Iloveyou <3

I feel so loved by you.
Perhaps it's the trust between us.
I know you've changed completely because of me.
But you changed for the better, isn't it?
heh.
Next month will be our 18 monthsary (:
which is 1 year 6 months.
Woo-hooooo~
Time really flies...
It's a good thing & also a bad thing...

Apart from the above paragraph, Shall move on to blog about my revision!

Finally, Calculations of moles cleared.
I didn't want to touch the topic last few weeks.
Because if i would have to, I sure gonna forget everything.
But miraculously, I still remember 70%.
Therefore, it speeds up the rate of my absorbing.
Only 5 more days to Chemistry.
6 more days to English.

Alright, got to go!

Love, Sarah

Pardon me with my rants.
Ignore me if you want.

I couldn't be bothered with some nonsense.
I'm trying not to hate my uncle.
I totally hate those words coming out from his mouth.
And, I need to bear with it.
Even if it's obvious that I'm right & he's in the wrong.
I still need to pretend I'm in the wrong.
Tell me, What is this shit?
I hate sucking up eh.
So, I talked back.
Then he began to bombard me.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Seriously, even though my grandparents are still alive.
I don't feel them existing at all.
Maybe one of my paternal side, my grandfather.
He's the only one who dotes on me & my brother.
Sigh, but still.......
I only contact them like once a month? or twice?
pathetic shit.
Sometimes, I'm closer to friend's granny rather than my own ones.
which is fucked up.
I totally don't give a fuck now,
don't wanna retaliate because of "RESPECT"
andddd I so wanna screw that ass who created this word.

I wanna enjoy my own damn life.
Whatever you wanna say, I will just pretend I'm deaf.
I must really learn "how to suck-up" from my brother.
Or maybe cause he's the grandson?
I hate those tradition mindset la.
fuck those upside down.
fuckingshit.
arghhh.

I'm feeling sooooo angsty now

arghhh...

Love, Sarah

Our 17 Monthsary is just one day away! Yippee~
Still planning how to spend the day..
Haha, Baby did come up with some ideas.
But it's a tad toooo sweet for me.
Therefore, we're still stuck with those plannings.
And, baobao sure knows me well.
He didn't want to stress me.
My exams are coming up.
So we wanna spend the day as simple as we could.
He's such an understanding boyfriend.

Dearie Emily will be having performance on that day.
All the best to you & your group of papaya clan -.-
I wish I could go & see your performances but due to the practical next day.
I promise I will go next time (:
Anyway, I'm already planning what to get for you birthday.
I know you want a IPHONE badly, but I can afford you HI PHONE instead.
Hahah, the imitation one. nah! just kidding!
Siao, the hi-phone also freaking ex la.
I will give you somethings MORE PRACTICAL.
You know my pattern uh, I don't like non-practical stuff.
REMEMBER TO BUY GOODIES FOR ME FROM DARWIN!

I'm already planning Taiwan eh. Jan or Feb 2009?
And please, brush up your chinese before heading to Taiwan.
You can't speak Spanish over there la. DUMBO!
(she has just signed up for the beginner class for SPANISH!)
And, it's kinda weird.
Who can you communicate (in Spanish) with in Singapore?
Hahaha! But well, if we're going to Spain or wherever....
Then you shall be my translator.
Hahahaha, I'll brush up my cantonese.
Then I'll be your translator when we visit Hong Kong.
Wa-PIANG! Super crap la!
I bet you must be giggling when you're reading this,
then followed with your statement, "EXACTLY".
you idiot! don't think I don't know your pattern.

I shall leave this after exams.
Haha. I miss my Siu Long.
He's camping over at his workplace.
CCK Giordano is having some renovation.
So, they need people to look after the place.
Baby & some others are camping at there & also looking after their loots.
Best thing of all, He's being PAID just to sleep at there.
10pm to 9.30am.
Hahaha.
which is $69 per night. wtf right?!
he needs to sleep there for two nights.
HAHAHAHA! EASY MONEY!

kkays, I waiting for his call.
Meanwhile, I shall relax a bit.
Nights.

Love, Sarah

4 more days to science practical.

I'm already planning what I want to do after O's.
I wanna go Taiwan, anyone wanna go with me?
I wanna tour around Singapore (As if Singapore is very big like that) -.-
And and and, many many many more.

Darn, I should stop planning and continue with my revision now.
I wanna pull Emily along to Taiwan :)
Hehehehehe!

I woke up super early today.
Around 7.30 am.
Went out with mum & we reached home at around 2pm.
Baby came over to look for me.
then we slack till 4.45pm.
And he's off to work.

I'm supposed to meet Chang Hong later.
But, I need to wait for some things to be sent to me.
So....... I will be revising at home (:

Kkays.

Love, Sarah

Okay, I might type rubbish here.
Because I'm super sleepy now.

I had a hard timing getting myself to sleep last night.
Which it totally sucks.
Then got up at 10+ to settle some phonecalls & messages.
Baby helped me with one meet-up.

And you know what?
I was half-sleeping when I'm typing the message.
Then i just dozed off.....
Mum came in to my room & asked me to wake up.
I replied, "wake me up at 11.15am!"
She just slammed my door hard.
And 10 seconds later, she opened & say "WAKE UP! 11.15am already"
Then i went crazy, I thought she was pulling my legs.
So I told her not to play..
Then, she was telling me she's not playing.
It's really 11.15am.
Then I was very disturbed.
So I sat up 90 degree.
staring at the blank space.
then she kept talking to me.

Then I asked her, why she need to open & closed my door twice at 10 seconds interval.
Guess what she said?
She said, "I didn't it was 10.45am when I wake you up!! not 10 seconds leh"
WALAO, 30 minutes like 10 seconds.
that was INDEED FAST UH!

Okay. I seriously don't know what the hell am i typing.
I really need to sleep.

Happy belated yencheng & happy birthday to hong (:

Love, Sarah

watched 9.20pm slot for "connected".
The movie is quite alright.
My ratings would be 7.5/10.
Then walked back to 515 & guess what....
LATE NIGHT SUPPER!
Had chilli crabs & prawn paste chicken with the girls.

Calene was super high!
She claims that we are very "xinfu" !
Then she kept chanting, then I realized it was "SINFUL"
She did that on purpose!
Haha. but well, she's our "happy-apple: aka kai xin guo.
Bumped into Emily.
Meeting her tomorrow morning.

then Jing Si left us at around 12.50am.
As she need to catch the last bus of 912 to get home.
Leaving the three of us there.
Then Pk need to rush home.
Was still feeling full, so sat down under blk 524.
And we gossiped for 1 hour +
Haha. We touched on MANY TOPICS !!!

Now, am chatting with her too.
We can really entertain each other.
I love her companion somehow.
Perhaps, it's 8 years of friendship that's why I feel so light upon chatting with her.

Ok, I gonna find something meaningful to do (:
CYA

Love, Sarah

A quick post will do.

I'm leaving home in 15 min time.
I find my life is kinda boring!
So I need to find more things to do (:
I initiated a dinner tonight with bestie Cal & Pk.
And I will be strangling Calene tonight!
Haha. I just went to friendster.
It's been so long since I used Friendster.
Tomorrow got a few meet-ups.
And Practical is 6 days away.

Baby is on his way to my place.
I better hurry prepare.
He brought me fried rice!
Love him (:

I'll blog more when I'm home!
See ya !

Love, Sarah

edited.

Due to some personal reasons, I deleted the content of this earlier post.

nothing much for me to blog today.
I stayed at home the entire day with mum.
Alright, anyone wanna study tomorrow?

Love, Sarah

I was reading Emily's blog.
And some parts really made me laugh.
Okay, I feeling kinda touched.
But, I will repay her in some ways.
HAHAH!

Yes, Emily I will be there if you need me.
But is when you need someone to talk to.
(not someone to accompany watch you smoke!)

In what ways will I repay her?

1. By making her laugh when she's down. (I'm good at that!)
2. By pulling her hair. [does this even count?] -ermm, YES.
3. Show her some stupid face.
4. Go "soft with her", acting super mushy & super "teh" with her

Best of all, (she loves it like mad) :P
5. Going crazy with her. [I mean, only I will go crazy and she will go crazy by yelling.]

Right Emily? I will take the scissors & messed her hair up...
I will play *chee-go-bak* (I dunno what's the correct spelling) then I will go super close to her.
And I tell you, she will SCREAM FOR NO REASONS!
Like a super crazy bitch! HAHA!

I bet if I continue.........
I will blog till 6am in the morning.
and I might reveal her darkest secret.
1308. (she's gonna kill me if she sees this)
I'm so dead..... oh-lala
haha.
NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!

Goodnight emilychewypapala <3

With plenty x100000000000000000 of love,
Ang ; the crazy.

HEEEEE! (Wide grin)

Love, Sarah

Damn DAMN DAMN!

Sorry for starting the post with such nasty words.
I just couldn't help it!
My luck has been running low recently.
Which is pissing the shit outta me.



After school, at around 5 plus, going 6.
I had the premonition of buying 4D.
So, I just went in and scribble all the numbers which comes to my mind.
Guess what, The system just shut down when we walked to the counter.
The woman said that the systems just closed one minute ago.
I was cursing and swearing all the way.
Well, Baby told me not to check the results.
(you know, the more he restrict, the more I will defy.)

Thus, I called my mother to tell her that I wanted to bet 4D.
Then I started to throw my rants at her.
I told her the numbers I wanted to bet on.
Then she was laughing as she thought that the woman disallow me of buying maybe due to my age?

So so so, Just like 15 minutes ago, I was checking the results online.
Guess what?! It came out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's freaking second price, 8163.
It was my mum's number -first 4 numbers of her hand phone.
Then I called my mum immediately.
Like what the freaking shit la.
Imagine I won like few hundred bucks.
Better than nothing right?

However, I've learnt to let go.
No use probing on it.
If it's not mine then it shall not be mine.

Doing some revision in school earlier on.
I can feel the tension.
Science Practical on 16-10-2008.
Less than 8 days.
Good luck to those taking/retaking too (:
Though I do not need Science but hopefully I can achieve a better grade.

Alright, Dear just went out with Zu Yao (dear's younger bro) to play basketball.
I going out to watch TV.
Ciao.

Love, Sarah

Danger: This is a boring post!

Am waiting for baby's phone call & 10.30pm show.
Surprisingly, My butt was glued onto the sofa for two hours.
All the while, I was watching Channel 8 all along.
Which it's quite unusual for me as I seldom enjoy local's production.
I did try to get away from the cozy sofa.
But well, each time when I stepped into my room.
My mum goes, "Sarah, Come out and watch....."
And if I ignore, She will go on repeating.
Which really drives me crazy.
How I wish I had the universal remote control from the 'CLICK'.
Ain't sure if you guys did catch the movie, but it's entertaining.
Haha, Imagine I could mute her voice?
It'd be so great, isn't it.
Okay, stop dreaming!

..........................................................

Time check: 11.05pm

I went to watch the incredible tales.
It was the episode of the Japanese Occupation..............
Then the part when the computer starts to interact with that guy...
AGAIN, My mum goes "I hope this happen to you, then i see you still dare to use computer till late anot.."
Where got these kind of mother who curse her daughter?
Got, my mum!
Sometimes, She's really funny!
She's only like 37 years old, and she's super naggy!
I wonder what will she be when she's 40+ ?
Errr, I don't wanna imagine.

Okay, gtg.
Bye

Love, Sarah

How I wish it was just a dream.
...
Please tell me that it's just a nightmare.
For now, I just want to be alone.
...
Baby, thanks for being there for me.
iloveyou

Love, Sarah

O levels are just around the corner.
And I need to stay focus.
It's already 5 in the afternoon.
And I have just wasted my precious Saturday Afternoon.
But well, Baby is here with me.
Am in his room, lying on his comfortable bed reading & blogging.

I stared blankly at his plain ceiling.
Thinking about our past, those days back, those crazy moments...
I believed I'm still his crazy girlfriend.
Our 17th monthsary is approaching, so here i am, racking my brains how to plan our lovely day.
But it seems it's still a long way ahead, isn't it?
(hello! it's only 11 more days! you call this long?)
Fine...

I kept asking him questions just now.
Some weird & funny ones.
Me: Baby, are you happy to have me as your girlfriend?
Him: What do you think?
Me: (giggling away)

Me: Baby, Do you find yourself a lucky guy?
Him: Yes! Cause I have you!!
Me: (giggling away)
Him: (Peeking at me)
Me: ahhhh, (covering my face)
Him: aiyo, my baby so cute!

Okay, I bet you guys are sticking your tongues out.
Hahahah! :P

This explains why i love him so much.
Though sometimes he pisses me off.
But seeing him just soften my heart.

You're my sunshine, my only sunshine,
you make me happy, when skies are grey,
you never know dear, how much I LOVE YOU,
Please don;t take my sunshine away....

Weeeee~ <3

xoxo,
Sarah

Love, Sarah

I'm little busy these few days.
And some weird people kept messaging me "can we be friends?"
If you don't include your name, then so sorry.
I can't be bothered to reply.

2 more weeks to go (:
I think I have made up my mind.
I won't be joining Emily for the Darwin Trip :(
Not that I'm not interested in going but cause of some other factors.
Daddy birthday falls on December 16.
And if i were to be overseas, it'll be the very first time throughout my seventeen years not celebrating with him :(
And brother will be coming out on the first week of December.

Stupid Emily, Of all the days/months you don't choose, why must it be during Dec?
I know, Cause it falls on your birthday month. I know :(
Sorry uh, but well, good for you.
You can spend more time catching up with your cousins & relatives.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!

Alright, I gtg now.
CIAO!


Love, Sarah

Feeling quite stressed up, Not because of studies.
But cause of some other things.
I did not sleep much for the past few days.
Was Msn-ing with friends for like freaking long!
hahaha, I ain't sure why time pass so fast during the wee hours.
I woke up at around 8 plus in the morning yesterday.
Prepared & set off to meet Emily.
She accompanied me the entire day.
I did entertain her as well! ahahaha!! With my red scissors &....
she screamed really loud! luckily there wasn't any customers.
Then her friend, Raj came.
She went out to have a few puffs with him.
Leaving me alone when the electricity tripped!
Thanks uh Girl!

But I'm quite used to it because just yesterday alone it trips four times.
Was Msn-ing with Dearie Calene last night.
Despite telling her "Good night" for like 3 times from 3+ am.
We slept at 5.35am!
And I woke up at nearly 5pm this afternoon.
It was really really great!
It proves that my body is finally tired.
All the while, it's my brain that controls everything.
finally...
bla.. bla.. bla..

Oh ya, Am thinking whether to go Aussie this Dec.
It's actually Emily who is going with her fam.
And she ask me along.
So I ask her yesterday, "your parents will let meh?''
She replied, 'Yes'.
I was quite puzzled because she could reply me so fast.
She asked her mum beforehand lur!
Which her mum & granny replied 'okay' !
I knew it only like yesterday.
Haha. Location is : Darwin & maybe some other places.
Quite a good deal, I only need to pay for air fares!!
5-10 days.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........

Still hesitating! ROAR!!!!!

Okay, Will be hibernating soon.
Wahahaha.

Sarah is very worried now for many reasons.
Studies, yes is one of the factors.
She is missing her beloved boyfriend.
She hasn't seen him for two days.
Merely listened to his voice.

She bids goodbye.

Love, Sarah