.... STRONG, ACCEPTING, INDEPENDENT, SMART & ..................

Managed to meet up 9 spree-ers, with nearly 10 kg full of goods. Well... honestly, I think i handled this spree quite good. Not that I purposely blogged at this hour trying to boast. But SERIOUSLY... LOL. Managed to get everything done within 1 month. (pats on my shoulder, well done Sarah!) bleahs.

I think I'm side-tracking now. I dislike being watched/stared/followed or whatsoever. I mean, I know I look like some weird ass carrying 10 bags with me today. But hello... One stare is ENOUGH. I seriously wonder what's wrong with people nowadays.

It was a tiring day for me because the moment i woke up, I started to pack & prepare all the things. Afraid that i miscount anything, I counted everything again. What a perfectionist. >.<

I admit that some spree-ers are really !@#$%%#!~$^%&&, yet again after so much efforts have been put in. The feed backs they gave me was rather something that keeps me going. I love to spree with nice spree-ers. But life is never fair. There ought to be some people trying to put you down big time. That's why I find in life WE GOTTA LEARN TO BE STRONG. Never allow setbacks to bring you down.

Well, this year wasn't a good year to begin with. Have to accept what's placed in front of your path. Everything happened for a reason. That's why whenever things don't go right or the way i want it to be, I will always find a quiet moment & reflect what had i done that resulted in such a mess.

People changed. Even my bestfriends. Sometimes i do wonder, what's best friends? What qualities do they even possessed in order to fit in the category of "Best friends" ? So I think I better learn to be independent. Because, My "BEST FRIEND" is so into her love life now. I do feel happy for her but on the contrary I do dislike her a little. How contradicting, isn't it?

Apart from the lengthy chunk i typed above, let me proceed with something that brighten up my life.

And that's my boyfriend, my dearest one.
He does piss me off sometimes, but after a while, everything's back to normal. Maybe that's because the power of love.
He'll always be by my side. The joys, laughter, bickering, tears we had gone through are really memorable.
In a relationship, Both parties must trust each other. We must know when to give in at the appropriate time. Thanks baby. It's been 594 going 595 days together. Our love is still growing, even stronger.
ah-huh.. OUR MIGHTY LOVE. Haha.

And one thing i seriously hate in guys are... they bloody heck care their girlfriends for no fucking reasons.
LUCKILY my boyfriend ain't one of them.

I mean, which girlfriend would want their boyfriend to heck them?
It's tiring for one girl maintaining the relationship. Whereby, the guys just happily entertain their girlfriend when they are in a good mood & fucking flirting around when they get sick of their girlfriend.

Whenever I read one of my gf's blog. She's always moody and sad. I do feel sad too, because she's a nice girl giving in all for the relationship... but what did she get back in return? I know that we, third viewers, don't have much say. We can only see what's happening. By giving advices and be there when she needs someone to talk to, that's the best thing we can do. Because NO MATTER WHAT/HOW people talked sense to her. It won't really get in. Because, till the end of the day. She can't bear to hate him. THAT'S HOW GREAT LOVE IS. RIGHT GF?

SO PEOPLE, LEARN TO BE SMART YEA?

DO I SOUND LIKE A LOVE GURU? LOL. EEKS. NO NO. I don't have curl moustache, unshaved long beard & I don't roam about on a carpet. HAHS!

I seriously don't know why i typed so much rubbish above. Please don't take my words seriously ya? LOL.
I think it's my hormones raging in the inner-side of me, that's resulting me typing all these weird things.

Will be typing out my reflections for year 2008 in the next post.

Shall I hit the sack soon?

Love, Sarah

I'm so not in the right mood now. That shall explain why the hell am i blogging at such hour. I'm supposed to turn in by this hour. But...... who cares.

Actually I'm not in a good mood partially because of PERIODS. Like whadaHELL~
Furthermore, Spree items have arrived. Thus, I burned my Sunday off by staying at home calculating everything.
Which really pisses some shits outta me.

And from 10 pm to 11.30pm, I received FREE NAGGING sessions FROM MY MOTHER. I really wish I had ear plug with me at that moment. Shall get a few soon.

Anyway, I went to Daiso @ SSC this afternoon with babylove. Bought a few things. Indeed everything was $2. There are so many fanciful things there. Shall visit there soon. We took the shuttlebus home after that. And the ride back was rather a bumpy rife.

Okay, I ought to head to bed soon.
Somethings are mindfcuking me. Arghhh.

Love, Sarah

My Saturdays are always the same. Quite busy today and i was super irritated too. The electricity tripped on me for like 20 times! NO JOKE!!! The time passed very fast too :D

Yen Cheng was at my place since 3 pm this afternoon. Her boyf and boyf's bro was putting tattoo. Knocked off at 9.15pm. Dad & Mom came over to fetch us back home. And they dropped them at their place respectively. Then we headed home. And upon reaching home, Yen Cheng & Co. were still at my place.

So Yen cheng & I were in my room chatting for one hour plus. Mom joined us soon after.... We talked about our past and the funniest part was.... "The days being with Ah wei". Mom shared with her about my past. It'S REALLY SUPER FUNNY. And i really enjoyed bitching/talking to her.

I'm a smelly girl now. need to take my shower!!

Love, Sarah

Again not updating frequently, so shall summarize the past few days.

Friday
Went out to Town with Jing Si, Pk & Calene. We caught Ip Man at Cathay Cineleisure. The movie was really great. Well, for me, I don't really like to repeat shows that i've watched. But since there's donnie, i seriously don't mind :P

Head out at 1.15pm when we're suppose to meet at Woodlands Control at 1.15pm. Met up with Pk under my block then with Jing Si at control station.

Our Dear CALENE told us to meet at Yishun FIRST, lastly she changed. So we meet in town. Reached Cine around 2pm. Lunch @ LJS. Left LJS at 2.45pm. DEAR CALENE hasn't arrive YET. So....... we walked from Cine to Heeren, Heeren to Far East, Far East to Shawhouse (forgot the name). Shawhouse BACK TO Cine. And FINALLY SHE ARRIVED AT 4.45pm.

Movie starts at 5.10pm. And dear Calene is sitting on my right. So during the movie, she was happily sleeping. LOL. She's very tired. When the movie ends, we had dinner at HK Cafe. Left town at 8pm. Rushing back to watch Little Nyona.

BEFORE YOU VIEW THE PICTURES, DON'T ASK ME WHY NO PIC OF MYSELF. LOL.
I got a few unglam pic at calene's phone. LOL.














Saturday = Worked = Nothing much happened except that the electricity tripped on me for like 15 times. YES 15 times!!


Sunday

Went over to babylove's place and slacked. Wanted to whip something nice but failed. BECAUSE I was using the lappy and he fell asleep. And me who's admiring his face when he's sleeping, fall asleep soon after too.

Monday

Stayed at home and Maple. Yes, I know Maple a bit no life. Indeed it is. I did a little of cleaning up too.
Don't you find that I'm typing like merely 2 lines for what i did for one day? LOL.

Tuesday

Exactly same as yesterday lah. I'm level 37 le. yeppie~ like super crazy, i know. another character is level 21.
I'm supposed to continue mapling, but i changed my mind. Was a little pissed with some other players. They kept looting my items lah. asshole.

EMILYCHEW IS BACK!! Miss her like crap. BYE.

Love, Sarah

3.57am

583 days <3 ; 19 months 4 days!

Been waking up late last three days. Been mapling for the past few days.
Yes, I know I'm a tad old for maple. But it helps to kill my boredom.
I'm already level 31 ^^ Yippee~ From 16-31 within 2 days. Chiong like mad.
Great thing is, Maple is having Christmas season. Everything in there were simply cute.
I'd even print screened quite a number of pictures. I will post up in the next post yah?

Nothing much happened therefore i don't see the point for me to blog. Oh yah, 16 Dec was Daddy's Birthday. And yes, it was a happy occasion. Brother bought the cake & we split the cost between us.

You know something? It feels just so great because there isn't any quarrels going on in the house for past 2 weeks. And i hoped it will remain in this way.

Will be going to town tomorrow with Pk & Calene (Maybe Jing Si too). Okay, got to sleep soon. Continue tomorrow.

Love, Sarah

Sunday's Post

Oh, by the way it's MAPLESEA -Not maple syrup or any other words you can think of. I just created two characters this afternoon. It's been two years ever since i last played. This time round Baby finally managed to psycho me. Thanks uh, babylove.

This morning Dad fetched me down to Yishun for my meet up at 12 noon (initially), but the buyer reached at 12.35pm instead. Therefore, I took the time to shop around Northpoint. When I came out of the tunnel, I was a little surprised. Why? As, the inner-part of North point changed drastically. I know I'm a bit slow lah but i really really very long (two months plus?) didn't step into the shopping mall.

But there's this building that's linked to Northpoint. So I went to take a look with Babylove. Finally I found Hong Kong Cafe. I really have the urge to grab a bite but I had another meet up at 1 pm :( Moreover, The queue was pretty long. I will definitely head down one day >.<

Oh ya, Bumped into Mrs. Shiva & Her Husband whom she always mentioned during her class early this year. We chatted for a moment as she's rushing to a movie with her hubby. Afterwhich, we took the train back to Woodlands. Again, Bumped into someone familiar. "The shaved eyebrow guy!!" I was cracking my head hard enough to figure out what's his name. Finally.. I remembered. NAVIN.

Headed to Baby's place after the two meet-ups. I was happily Mapling & I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN EVERYTHING WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO ACTUALLY!!!!!!!!! -pfffs, angry with myself. But well, I'll just take it as a break for today. Hello kitty products won't be launching tomorrow (Monday).

TO-DO LIST for tomorrow.
1.Stock taking everything in that huge carton containing beauty products.
2. Laundry.
3. Blogshop.

Tsk.. I won't want the list to go any longer down. I doubt i can manage stock taking alone by myself lur.

Maple changed too. changed for the better lah! Everything is soooo nice. Can you imagine, I spent like 6 hours playing two characters? As I mentioned I created two characters earlier on, A Magician & A Theif. Magician is level 16 & Theif level 9. Fast already hor! 6 hours chiong non-stop k! What do you expect...?

Babylove also introduced me FLY FF too! Sadly, I don't really like it. I gonna Maple for a while. hahs. I really hope i don't get addicted to it man..

Love, Sarah

Saturday's post

It's 2.30am now :( I got two meet up later @ 12nn (Sunday). And I need to send out few parcels too!

I need to be awake by 10am, hopefully I can. I actually wanted to chiong edit pictures. Apparently, My back is aching badly. My eyes are sleepy but weird enough, I don't feel tired.

For this coming week, Sarah's gonna be a good girl & stay at home. No particular reason. And Emily will be flying off on 17 Dec. Bye, Asshole bestie! Anyway she accompanied me down to work. You must be thinking, "wow, Emily is sucha good friend." I can tell you that, you're half correct only. Cause the main reason is she's meeting her papaya there. I'm so happy for her.

Oh ya, Do check out my blog, added pictures for the new straightener. It's really freaking cute! Mommy loves it too.

Seriously, it's 2.48am now & I think i gonna sleep. Bye people.

Love, Sarah

I had been sleeping at least 8-9 hours daily. 4.30am to 1.30pm. And had been putting on masks too! And eyebags have reduced. At first, Baby realized (and i thought he's just making me happy). ONLY when my mum asked what did i do to my eyebags. HAHA! Cool! <3

I don't feel like going out at all. Ain't sure why. The feeling just don't seems right.

Love, Sarah

I was surfing the net & I was crazed by Hello Kitty's products. And the thing I'm crazy over now is Hello Kitty Mahjong Set! Super Chio. I feel like buying. Damn, I should have want this for my birthday present 4 months back. Nice right? Awwwwwwww................................................................. I can tell you for sure, It's NOT CHEAP AT ALL. There's another pink version. But I prefer Gold to Pink. Though Hello Kitty are meant to be Pink but i don't care. Enjoy the pictures.





Anyway, I think it's around $268 in singapore retail shop. If i ship in myself, It will definitely be much CHEAPER.. And even if i buy, who can i play with? Baby will sure ask me, "You bear to play?". Awww... Damn!

I will be doing NRWZD Preorder, Wigs Preorder, Wallets Preorder, Clothes & HELLO KITTY! Yes, I intend to ship in all by myself. And, It's quite tedious to handle everything by myself. Even though, I know if i were to ask Emily for a helping hand, she won't reject me(: -my bestie indeed.

Okay, I need to edit pictures of my pre-order products.

I simply love the weather.

Love, Sarah

See, this is what i meant by "get the mood right & everything will go right." Blogging because am waiting for Dear Pricillia Koh to be back Woodlands. Was awoken by some calls & messages from my brother's friend. Then Pk called & asked me to have lunch with her but she needs to visit her tuition centre to run an errand, thus will be meeting her once she's back. That was like, at 1.48pm. And look at the time now.... It's 3.08pm. I'm famished!

Mum & Brother went out in the morning & I think they should be on their way back at this time. When i got up just now, I phoned boyfriend immediately. I had nightmares & morningmares. -wtf is morning-mares? LOL. It's when having nightmares from 7am to 12nn. And Afternoon-mares will be from 12-5pm. Then, Evening-mares. HAHA. This is completely bullshit. But, it sounds right, don't they?

I having all sorts of weird dreams recently. And i love sharing my dreams immediately after i woke up. Otherwise, I will clean forgotten what I had dreamt. Maybe I should have somewhat, A Dream logbook. I can't imagine if my mum happened to look at it. She will definitely think my screws are loosen.

Okay, Gtg. Pk is on her way back.
Timecheck: 3.22pm.

Love, Sarah

I've spent like few hours on my layout. And I think, it should be presentable now.

To start off, I set my blog private is definitely not because of any gossipings or whatever shit. It's mainly/purely because I'm not happy with my skin and wanted it to have a fresh new look. So if you think that i don't want to invite any one of you, thus, deleted me off your list (when yours is also set under private). I've got nothing to say. It just reflects on how fragile our friendship is.
The above sentences are not pin-pointing on anybody. Just my random thoughts that hit me badly.

I'm quite happy with my layouts, after searching for so long for a new skin. Inspiration came from one of the blogskins designers. All along, I don't really like having only two columns for my blog. This is the FIRST time trying out two columns blogskins.

You can say whatever you want to say but type more than you could ever type because the more you type the nicer it'll look so just go on and on and on and on on typing this chunk like hi i am a girl who likes shiny things like diamonds and glitter i like nice boys and actually i am a witch in disguise this skin is inspired from mintyapple which is a community for skins.

I was overwhelmed by the words she typed (above) that resulted me typing a whole chunk nf my profile.
Still, I'm still not used to it.

So, I'm done with my blogskin. Next shall be........ blogshop and banner. Damn, i need to shed off some kilos. haha. Though i did tell baby that i want to get rid 5kg by end of this month. which is super duper easy to say & freaking hard to do. Even though, baby did tell me there is not a need to.. but.......
Guess i should start hitting the track.

Spent my day (dec 4) over at dear's place and I made wantons. hahaha. okay, i merely just wrapped the wantons with the fillings. Left his place and head straight home at around 8.40pm and i reached home just nice 9pm. Just in time to watch the 9pm serial.

When can i get back my money from my ex-boss. like what the fuck, i have my tolerance level. I'm fucking on the verge to yell at her. nb. Shall continue my whining soon.

Need to sleep.

Love, Sarah

I remembered it's Chinwei's birthday today. Happy 18 birthday, though i know it's a little pointless of me wishing him and my blog is still set under private. Well, it's the thoughts that count, isn't it? I had done consolidating my spree, and finally i can relax for one, or maybe 2 weeks. Have decided to change my url soon, but i can't bear to ditch my current url. I shall just leave it to rot, i mean keep it as memories. I don't intend to import my posts to the new url either. Fresh new blog, fresh new start.

It has been a happy occasion today, finally we had a family-of-four dinner together. Like finally, after 21 months. I spent the day with my family today. Uncle came down specially to see Spencer (brother) too. He brought us for lunch, bought groceries and household products for the house. Had Chilli Crabs, Yam basket, Kang kong, Hot plate tofu & red chicken (forgotten the exact name for it). Actually, I was kinda irritated. I shan't type it out.

I swear Spencer had grown (at least 4cm) taller compared to 21 months ago. I wanted to post his pictures up badly, but he wasn't wearing any top when i took his pic. He will kill me for sure if i post his topless pic up, just kidding. Pk, being nice, called and send regards to bro. She has been my childhood besties ever since 8 years back. Guessed, she had tasted how my brother disturbed her and help us when we're in "troubles". Anyway, thanks girl. Deeply appreciated.

I was having my moodswing in the morning, and Emily being unlucky was talking to me. Emily, why are you always that suay? -.-

I guess i shall stop blogging. I miss my boyfriend badly.

Baby, I love you & I always do. 19 monthsary is approaching again.
December will be a busy month. After settling down with my blog, i need to...............
Okay, goodnight.

Love,

Sarah.

Love, Sarah

Am lying on my bed now, i couldn't shut my eyes. Therefore, decided to blog with my phone. Also, listening to Jay's song. You know, I'm in love with his 'qiao ke shu shu'. Had listened like 1000 times non-stop.

Why am i not blogging?
Actually, i did blog. But i saved in my drafts. Which i think, i don't intend to publish. Furthermore, i want my blogskin and everything to be up properly. Only then will i have the mood to blog. This is what perfectionists always do. No?

Last weekend totally suck. Everything was screwed up. And i experienced the worst thing that can ever happen on me. It was really really horrible!

For today and tomorrow, i'll be busy consolidating my spree. Being a spree organizer, i've to consolidate like few hundred orders. Nevertheless, my bank amount had increased a few grands. But the money will be gone too. But the feeling is still very nice. Hahs. But well, i still make profit out of it. I'm 60% done. Hopefully it can be complete by tomorrow.

I feel like changing my blog url. I can't wait till end of December. Shall see how thing goes.

Okay, am sleepy already.
Continue again.

Love, Sarah