.... STRONG, ACCEPTING, INDEPENDENT, SMART & ..................

Managed to meet up 9 spree-ers, with nearly 10 kg full of goods. Well... honestly, I think i handled this spree quite good. Not that I purposely blogged at this hour trying to boast. But SERIOUSLY... LOL. Managed to get everything done within 1 month. (pats on my shoulder, well done Sarah!) bleahs.

I think I'm side-tracking now. I dislike being watched/stared/followed or whatsoever. I mean, I know I look like some weird ass carrying 10 bags with me today. But hello... One stare is ENOUGH. I seriously wonder what's wrong with people nowadays.

It was a tiring day for me because the moment i woke up, I started to pack & prepare all the things. Afraid that i miscount anything, I counted everything again. What a perfectionist. >.<

I admit that some spree-ers are really !@#$%%#!~$^%&&, yet again after so much efforts have been put in. The feed backs they gave me was rather something that keeps me going. I love to spree with nice spree-ers. But life is never fair. There ought to be some people trying to put you down big time. That's why I find in life WE GOTTA LEARN TO BE STRONG. Never allow setbacks to bring you down.

Well, this year wasn't a good year to begin with. Have to accept what's placed in front of your path. Everything happened for a reason. That's why whenever things don't go right or the way i want it to be, I will always find a quiet moment & reflect what had i done that resulted in such a mess.

People changed. Even my bestfriends. Sometimes i do wonder, what's best friends? What qualities do they even possessed in order to fit in the category of "Best friends" ? So I think I better learn to be independent. Because, My "BEST FRIEND" is so into her love life now. I do feel happy for her but on the contrary I do dislike her a little. How contradicting, isn't it?

Apart from the lengthy chunk i typed above, let me proceed with something that brighten up my life.

And that's my boyfriend, my dearest one.
He does piss me off sometimes, but after a while, everything's back to normal. Maybe that's because the power of love.
He'll always be by my side. The joys, laughter, bickering, tears we had gone through are really memorable.
In a relationship, Both parties must trust each other. We must know when to give in at the appropriate time. Thanks baby. It's been 594 going 595 days together. Our love is still growing, even stronger.
ah-huh.. OUR MIGHTY LOVE. Haha.

And one thing i seriously hate in guys are... they bloody heck care their girlfriends for no fucking reasons.
LUCKILY my boyfriend ain't one of them.

I mean, which girlfriend would want their boyfriend to heck them?
It's tiring for one girl maintaining the relationship. Whereby, the guys just happily entertain their girlfriend when they are in a good mood & fucking flirting around when they get sick of their girlfriend.

Whenever I read one of my gf's blog. She's always moody and sad. I do feel sad too, because she's a nice girl giving in all for the relationship... but what did she get back in return? I know that we, third viewers, don't have much say. We can only see what's happening. By giving advices and be there when she needs someone to talk to, that's the best thing we can do. Because NO MATTER WHAT/HOW people talked sense to her. It won't really get in. Because, till the end of the day. She can't bear to hate him. THAT'S HOW GREAT LOVE IS. RIGHT GF?

SO PEOPLE, LEARN TO BE SMART YEA?

DO I SOUND LIKE A LOVE GURU? LOL. EEKS. NO NO. I don't have curl moustache, unshaved long beard & I don't roam about on a carpet. HAHS!

I seriously don't know why i typed so much rubbish above. Please don't take my words seriously ya? LOL.
I think it's my hormones raging in the inner-side of me, that's resulting me typing all these weird things.

Will be typing out my reflections for year 2008 in the next post.

Shall I hit the sack soon?

Love, Sarah