conscience

Noun

1. the sense of right and wrong that governs a person's thoughts and actions

2. a feeling of guilt: he showed no hint of conscience over the suffering he had inflicted

3. in (all) conscience in fairness

4. on one's conscience causing feelings of guilt [Latin conscire to know]

Collins Essential English Dictionary 2nd Edition 2006 © HarperCollins Publishers 2004, 2006

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I smsed my ex-boss, and i got shitty replies from her... One sentence from her blew me off. And I think i shouldn't be soft-hearted anymore. Enough is enough. The sentence which blew me off was "don't push me too far." Like what the crap, who's pushing who now?
I felt really stupid arguing with her, so I shoot her off with "stop arguing me me, if your conscience is clear, don't have to bullshit with me that you have no money." sick of all her nonsense.

Tell me, no money means?
1) still have the ability to hire a maid?
2) can have big feast during cny?
3) able to dine at ICHIBAN?
4) have family dinner?
. . . . . ( AND MANY MORE)

She keeps insisting that she does not have any full-time job. But my sources are reliable. She's working now & earning not that little. She still has that damn cheek to tell me not to sms her as she will not reply. And i told her if her conscience is clear, she knows whether is she lying or not.

So tell me, Does it makes any sense?

She has been giving me lots of cock-and-bull stories. Which is really pissing me off when i know the damn true.
SHE STILL SAY HER CONSCIENCE IS CLEAR. DAMN. Well, believe she will have her retributions for lying.
Let's see..............

P/S: don't ask me where i got my sources from.

So tomorrow, I will be heading over to her place and get my notebook. Finally after 7 damn months.
you won't know how f pissed off i am now. Maybe jia yin knows. Cause while chatting with her, i keep swearing & cursing.

Apart from that, SINGPOST is also pissing the shit outta me.
Damn damn damn. Was waiting for a shipment to be sent over to my place.
Mum missed it on Wednesday & we rescheduled it on Thursday.
And it didn't come, So called up & it was confirmed on an automated phone call.
FRIDAY, DIDNT COME. Fucking waste my time. CALLED & SPOKE TO A PERSON.
And she confirms that it will be sent over on Monday. or we can go & collect on last Sat @ paya lebar.
Dad did offer to help as he can drive over but i didn't want to trouble dad.
Therefore, rescheduled to Monday (which is today from 2-6pm).
When I got up just now, I decided to play smart. Call them & TRIPLE CONFIRM again.
And SAME OLD THING, THEY SAY TOMORROW AGAIN.
OBVIOUSLY, AM DAMN DAMNN PISSED OFF.
Reason it out with them that have waited from three damn days already.
And I did ask them, what the hell has happened? I know it's rather rude. But if you were in my position, you will definitely understand how angry i was.
And they just called @4.30pm (just hung up the phone)
They want to send it tomorrow, and i insist that I could NOT make it tomorrow.
As a result, they promised to send later from 6-9pm.

My mum said i looked very fierce when i scold people, like her -.-
Like Mother like Daughter.

Love, Sarah